My first niteout with a female

It was supposed to be just me, Peelu and Bhatt or atleast this was what I thought it to be but when I reached there, I saw her and my anger knew no bound. There was some miscommunication about her being there coz if I had known I would probably have not gone to meet my friends. It is this feeling I get whenever I see her. It is mostly anger and I dunno why. I mean she is nice. She transformed from being a head scratcher to a babe in out two year stay at IITK. But mostly I get angry when I see her. I go completely berserk whenever she’s around. Anyway so we were now a group of four and we proceeded to CC Canteen talking stuff, mostly shit. And thus started my first completely Y4 niteout with a female. From there we went on to my and Bhatt’s solace point : the roof of New LHC and then we started telling stories to each other.

It surprised me that they didn’t have much to tell. Those stories were mostly incidents which had happened to us and all three of them were mostly shitting. People forget to collect memories as they move along. They forget that memories remain the eight year old kid even though time might whiten the hair.

She told her story then. About a guy she was intimate with and stuff like that. While she was telling that she said, ” I feel a bit uneasy talking because I haven’t talked much with you.” This is true. We don’t talk much. And when she said that, there was suddenly this thing, this feeling of talking to her for another hour and hour and hour. It was already 3 in the night though. I don’t know what happens to me whenever she’s around. And today , it most certainly wasn’t anger when she was telling her story. Dunno what it is exactly? DO tell me if you know.

Yours,
silentEcho