finding life…

HI,
The nite out last night sucked all the energy away. Physically and emotionally. Going through old stories, I had thought that I had moved on but I feel now that I am still at the same place, the world moved on. Or may be it’s the heat of the day. It’s a dilemma. I want someone to be with me ( Kishoreda, Meesum??) and I want to be alone as well. Went to lab for the first time after arriving to campus. The work will begin on Monday.

I came back to have some noodles in Hall four. It was that time when I truly felt happy for the first time today. And the reason : I met Sumanta Sharma. We had talked earlier or I must say scrapped each other. I had heard that he was this great guy capable of driving you nuts with his wit and believe me I enjoyed the whole twenty minute or so I was with him. Great guy indeed. And then I came back, back to hell.

Not much is happening in life. Too dormant, too useless. And I am doing nothing to change it. If only there was a place where I could shelter myself…if only I had amma here, her lap would have been enough. Would go on a walk at night. Will come back by two. That would be nice. I think this is the time I should look back a little. A bit of introspection at the solace point tonite. Nobody around this time for sure.

cya laterz,
silentEcho